A c*nts guide to peace Podcast

Doing “the right thing” doesn’t mean you’ll feel happy. As someone who struggles to access her feelings , (the positive ones in particular) me and my sponsor seniajade talk about what it’s like to have to shelf the idea of being happy in favor of restoring your integrity and moral compass in order to be good with yourself. We discuss what being in service means, my outreach sharingvenice that was founded at the very beginning of my sobriety and what role it has played not only restoring my mental health but also spiritual health. I may not always be happy, but I am useful. And that is a gift . 

Featuring Sebastian Siegel! a British-American screenwriter, director, author, and actor from Oxford, England Part of his mission statement on his website deeplyconsious.com says “Through traditional, transpersonal, and integral psychotherapeutic methods we explore the effects that conscious and unconscious thoughts are having on decisions, states of being, and patterns of behavior. We explore how applied meanings to events and personal circumstances are shaping the development of character, personality, and interactions on all levels. The objective is for deeper understanding and awareness of self as a way to be more fully functional, effective, and fulfilled.” . Have you ever felt addicted to a person or wondered why you only seem to be able to access certain emotions when you’re under the influence ? I have. And what’s the deal with people clearly lacking the tools for a serious relationship cosplaying commitment and coupledom ? Are we that scared of being alone and/or facing what’s behind the door? Sebastian Siegel led a twenty year in-depth study on love. He collaborated with close peers and pioneers in the field of consciousness, including philosopher Ken Wilber, director emeritus of the Jung Center, Dr. James Hollis, don Miguel Ruiz, Stan Grof, Marianne Williamson to name a few. He seemed like the perfect person to ask these questions to. Amazing conversation! hope you enjoy

I was always considered the "sleeper". the one no one could have guessed would be the most problematic one of the group especially when under the influence. 
I think peoples perception of an addict or a drunk is tied to such a specific image that it almost makes those of us that are 'sleepers' think we might not have a problem. My guest here is Paige Phillips who is the stereotypical 'crashout' addict. she is in recory, so am i - im two years sober. she still drinks on occasion. We both consider ourselves rewired and chose the path best for us.
Which one is best for you? Hope you enjoy this episode !